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Sunday, Oct. 08, 2006 - -
Wednesday, Sept. 20, 2006 - unconditional love
Wednesday, Jan. 11, 2006 - father of mine
Tuesday, Jan. 03, 2006 - year in review:2005
Sunday, Dec. 25, 2005 - merry christmas
Tuesday, Nov. 29, 2005 - thoughts that ran through my head this morning
Saturday, Nov. 26, 2005 - Sad song
Thursday, Nov. 10, 2005 - The Wonder Years
Wednesday, Oct. 12, 2005 - dissapointed
Tuesday, Sept. 06, 2005 - hurt
Monday, Sept. 05, 2005 - what to say....
Wednesday, Aug. 10, 2005 - letter to Raymond
Wednesday, Aug. 10, 2005 - Thou O Lord
Tuesday, Jun. 21, 2005 - I am... Still Here
Wednesday, Jun. 15, 2005 - guess who
Monday, Apr. 04, 2005 - crazy
Friday, Mar. 25, 2005 - the sweetest gift
Wednesday, Mar. 02, 2005 - when its cold outside
Wednesday, Feb. 09, 2005 - "i shall never be king........"
Thursday, Dec. 30, 2004 - prayer for 2005
Thursday, Dec. 30, 2004 - 2004 year in review
Monday, Dec. 20, 2004 - the truth
Tuesday, Dec. 14, 2004 - still the same
Thursday, Nov. 25, 2004 - stormy blues
Tuesday, Nov. 16, 2004 - 22nd
Wednesday, Nov. 03, 2004 - lament for love lost
Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 - complain
Saturday, Oct. 23, 2004 - same ole same ole
Friday, Oct. 22, 2004 - Bag lady
Sunday, Oct. 10, 2004 - Songs for You and Me
Wednesday, Oct. 06, 2004 - Someday we'll all be free
Tuesday, Sept. 28, 2004 - sadness and love on a rainy day
Sunday, Sept. 19, 2004 - shades
Saturday, Sept. 04, 2004 - Dear Love,
Monday, Aug. 30, 2004 - how long?
Thursday, Aug. 26, 2004 - good feelings
Thursday, Aug. 19, 2004 - denial is more than just a river in egypt
Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - pain in my soul and i hope it doesnt go away
Friday, Aug. 13, 2004 - reluctant return
Sunday, Aug. 01, 2004 - Peace found its way in
Wednesday, Jul. 28, 2004 - Dear Jesus
Sunday, Jul. 18, 2004 - stay? go? get it together...
Thursday, Jul. 15, 2004 - my love will still be
Thursday, Jul. 15, 2004 - hospital
Wednesday, Jul. 07, 2004 - only love
Monday, Jul. 05, 2004 - thanks and praise
Sunday, Jun. 27, 2004 - bad stuff
Saturday, Jun. 26, 2004 - my life is a mess
Sunday, Jun. 13, 2004 - lose myself
Thursday, Jun. 10, 2004 - abstract
Monday, May. 31, 2004 - how are you?
Thursday, May. 13, 2004 - handle it on my own
Thursday, Apr. 29, 2004 - positivity
Thursday, Apr. 29, 2004 - i refuse to be depressed
Wednesday, Apr. 21, 2004 - when i think of home.....
Thursday, Apr. 15, 2004 - whats goin on
Tuesday, Apr. 06, 2004 - Psalm 25
Friday, Apr. 02, 2004 - takes my breath away
Thursday, Apr. 01, 2004 - i cry, i bleed
Sunday, Mar. 28, 2004 - Cosa Nostra
Tuesday, Mar. 23, 2004 - i love who i became
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - i have peace
Wednesday, Mar. 17, 2004 - out of the wilderness, into the promised land
Saturday, Mar. 06, 2004 - there's no place like it
Thursday, Feb. 26, 2004 - Mother Teresa
Wednesday, Feb. 25, 2004 - the way he is
Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 - What soap is for the body, tears are for the soul
Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 - cry me a river
Monday, Feb. 09, 2004 - tell him it'll be alright, lauryn
Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004 - compromise
Tuesday, Feb. 03, 2004 - words from my heart,told only to the wind
Monday, Feb. 02, 2004 - tired of myself
Tuesday, Jan. 27, 2004 - its gonna be alright
Tuesday, Jan. 20, 2004 - You Gotta Be
Monday, Jan. 12, 2004 - he never fails
Sunday, Jan. 04, 2004 - the best
Tuesday, Dec. 30, 2003 - excited and a little bit scared
Saturday, Dec. 27, 2003 - 2003:year in review
Friday, Dec. 19, 2003 - napp-tural no more
Tuesday, Dec. 16, 2003 - back in New York again
Saturday, Dec. 13, 2003 - Strength, Courage, Wisdom
Saturday, Dec. 13, 2003 - empowered and fragile
Thursday, Dec. 04, 2003 - living to die
Saturday, Nov. 29, 2003 - working things out
Thursday, Nov. 27, 2003 - sick and tired
Monday, Nov. 24, 2003 - sadness
Friday, Nov. 21, 2003 - i never know
Wednesday, Nov. 19, 2003 - i am you
Sunday, Nov. 16, 2003 - letter to myself
Sunday, Nov. 16, 2003 - happy 21st birthday Kika
Saturday, Nov. 15, 2003 - penny with a hole in it
Saturday, Nov. 08, 2003 - crying for no reason
Thursday, Nov. 06, 2003 - far away from here
Wednesday, Nov. 05, 2003 - nothing to write
Sunday, Oct. 26, 2003 - a woman
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2003 - keep walkin
Monday, Oct. 13, 2003 - King of Sorrow
Monday, Oct. 06, 2003 - leaving home
Thursday, Oct. 02, 2003 - Krick?Krack!
Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2003 - shine against the night
Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2003 - Ronin Poetz
Friday, Sept. 19, 2003 - supergirl
Tuesday, Sept. 16, 2003 - trouble aint gonna be here everyday
Tuesday, Sept. 09, 2003 - Long-Legged Lou and Short-Legged Sue
Wednesday, Sept. 03, 2003 - picking myself up
Wednesday, Sept. 03, 2003 - the softest place on earth
Wednesday, Aug. 27, 2003 - a brand new day
Tuesday, Aug. 26, 2003 - taking a semester off
Wednesday, Aug. 20, 2003 - when depression started
Tuesday, Aug. 19, 2003 - try me once again
Thursday, Aug. 14, 2003 - if only for one night
Friday, Aug. 08, 2003 - November 16th 2002
Friday, Aug. 08, 2003 - birthday blues
Friday, Aug. 08, 2003 - plans
Thursday, Aug. 07, 2003 - makes me whole
Monday, Aug. 04, 2003 - i said yes
Monday, Aug. 04, 2003 - listen to me
Monday, Aug. 04, 2003 - my brothers
Friday, Aug. 01, 2003 - i don't wanna bore you with it, but i love you
Friday, Aug. 01, 2003 - for once
Thursday, Jul. 31, 2003 - get it together
Tuesday, Jul. 29, 2003 - sky carrieres
Tuesday, Jul. 01, 2003 - moving on
Tuesday, Jul. 01, 2003 - shout outs
Wednesday, Jun. 18, 2003 - much to say and nothing to say all at once
Wednesday, Jun. 04, 2003 - down so long
Thursday, May. 29, 2003 - Still
Tuesday, May. 20, 2003 - thin love
Tuesday, May. 20, 2003 - words to live by
Tuesday, May. 20, 2003 - a long boring entry about my mother
Tuesday, May. 20, 2003 - thoughts of suicide
Friday, May. 16, 2003 - i will never not love you
Friday, May. 16, 2003 - i dont want to know
Wednesday, May. 07, 2003 - i realize
Tuesday, May. 06, 2003 - cry
Tuesday, May. 06, 2003 - moin l'amour avec ou
Monday, May. 05, 2003 - rebirth
Monday, May. 05, 2003 - Brian Mack
Monday, May. 05, 2003 - Jon Paul Coleman
Monday, May. 05, 2003 - year in review
Wednesday, Apr. 30, 2003 - Philtrum9: Black Star Power
2003-04-25 - floetry
2003-04-24 - things change
2003-04-23 - the promise
2003-04-23 - th safest place...
2003-04-22 - free like....
2003-04-16 - my brain and my heart
2003-04-15 - Careless whisper
2003-04-14 - sleep to dream
2003-04-09 - remember the days
2003-04-07 - what i want
2003-04-06 - i'm not crazy
2003-04-01 - a few good men
2003-03-27 - falling in love
2003-03-27 - for donovan brown
2003-03-26 - about me
2003-03-25 - close encounter
2003-03-25 - people are not dependable
2003-03-24 - king of black skin
2003-03-21 - i hope
2003-03-20 - this war is sad
2003-03-17 - i wont be made useless
2003-03-17 - a ray of sunshine in my cloudy day
2003-03-13 - quit procrastinating
2003-03-12 - A clean heart
2003-03-07 - going home scared
2003-03-06 - stuck in Anderson and depressed
2003-03-05 - what i dont like about myself
2003-03-05 - do you love me
2003-03-04 - i was born with a smile on my face
2003-03-04 - pit of despair
2003-03-03 - i want to die
2003-02-28 - Jamaica, land we love
2003-02-28 - today was a good day
2003-02-25 - All in love is fair
2003-02-24 - beat up
2003-02-19 - epiphany
2003-02-18 - i have to tell the truth too
2003-02-14 - emotional rollercoaster ride on Valentine's day
2003-02-13 - Midnight Blue
2003-02-12 - u remind me of a girl...
2003-02-12 - Some Years Ago
2003-02-12 - Black History Month
2003-02-10 - Rose
2003-02-06 - Have you ever?
2003-02-04 - i love me and e.e cummings
2003-02-04 - Alone
2003-02-04 - contradictory feelings
2003-02-04 - selfish
2003-01-30 - Hands
2003-01-30 - So long sorrow
2003-01-29 - one is the magic number
2003-01-29 - this is what i think of what you think
2003-01-28 - words of wisdom
2003-01-27 - comforting myself
2003-01-27 - letter to my mother
2003-01-24 - Deep thoughts on the internet
2003-01-24 - colors
2003-01-24 - he doesnt like me
2003-01-23 - i'm ugly
2003-01-23 - Are You There God? Its Me, Kika...
2003-01-21 - words can't convey
2003-01-17 - He loves me Truly, He loves me Madly, He loves me Deeply
2003-01-17 - communism
2003-01-15 - For Love Alone
2003-01-15 - Please Dont....
2003-01-15 - back to Indiana
2003-01-09 - Conversation: be warned...its mushy love stuff
2003-01-09 - Raymond
2003-01-09 - this is who i am
2003-01-09 - just wasn't meant to be
2003-01-06 - do unto others.......
2003-01-06 - Peace and Love
2003-01-06 - brand new you
2003-01-04 - listen up
2003-01-04 - Ruth
2003-01-04 - Heart of Worship
2003-01-04 - the N word and the racist fag
2003-01-04 - Leavin on a Jet Plane
2003-01-03 - Wesley
2003-01-02 - for my mom
2003-01-01 - what life's about
2002-12-22 - New York, New York
2002-12-14 - random
2002-12-09 - IF
2002-12-03 - trapped inside my silhouette
2002-12-02 - ahhhh
2000-11-27 - home
2002-11-24 - i just dont know
2002-11-19 - the Bible on love
2002-11-18 - just wanna DIE! maybe not die but somethin close to it.
2002-11-17 - birthday blues (or not)
2002-11-16 - Happy Birthday to Me....
2002-11-12 - apathetic
2002-11-11 - Love Is...
2002-11-08 - Long December
2002-11-07 - This man
2002-11-06 - the One
2002-11-02 - Humility
2002-11-02 - last night
2002-10-31 - the first issue of Black to Reality
2002-10-31 - Honest Abe
2002-10-29 - Romeo
2002-10-29 - Choices
2002-10-25 - Only a Black Woman
2002-10-24 - Conversation
2002-10-24 - War
2002-10-24 - My Offspring
2002-10-24 - Hand in my Pocket
2002-10-23 - i never meant...
2002-10-21 - Legacies
2002-10-21 - Napp-tural
2002-10-16 - a bad dream and a good day
2002-10-15 - cast the first stone
2002-10-13 - homesick
2002-10-13 - the Nigger Experience
2002-10-12 - Follow Me II
2002-10-12 - says the Lord
2002-10-11 - walk through my mind
2002-10-11 - Love
2002-10-10 - Mars and Venus
2002-10-10 - Woe (in Patois)
2002-10-08 - Father of Mine
2002-10-08 - What in the world do you want?
2002-10-07 - Fruit of the Spirit
2002-10-06 - whats with the one-line entries?
2002-10-06 - poem for Chris
2002-10-06 - Depressed
2002-10-03 - Making Love
2002-10-02 - soul tears
2002-10-01 - Follow Me
2002-09-30 - my life 6 (boys, boys, boys..)
2002-09-30 - Boys suck
2002-09-29 - In the Beginning
2002-09-29 - Names of God
2002-09-28 - Perfect Imperfections
2002-09-28 - Friendship and Love
2002-09-26 - my life 5
2002-09-26 - Power to the people
2002-09-26 - the revolution will not be telelvised
2002-09-25 - voyage to India
2002-09-25 - Beautiful Surprise
2002-09-25 - Complicated Melody
2002-09-24 - tears for my Soul Mate
2002-09-22 - my life 4
2002-09-21 - my life 3
2002-09-20 - tornado
2002-09-19 - my life 2
2002-09-19 - aint that much love in the world
2002-09-18 - my life, part 1
2002-09-18 - We aint gotta take our clothes off yet
2002-09-17 - for Chris
2002-09-16 - The same bird
2002-09-11 - Say it Loud...Black an I'm Proud
2002-09-11 - A Prayer
2002-09-07 - If You Come Softly
2002-09-06 - Ready for Love
2002-09-04 - The White Man Burden
2002-09-03 - New Beginnings

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